while you wait for other.

just a quick update. btw, lydia says hi.

i am happy because the exams are finally here.

i am sad cz' i'm leaving here SOON!

i am excited because it's finally over, no more foundation.

i am stressed cz' i don't know, IDK WHAT TO DO AFTER THIS!!

(&*$%^!#@F*&(^*

with,

loves

go and love some more.

it's SWOT VAC..again!

bahah.

one week holiday, i mean study break.

we needa strategic plan, babyhh.

no fooling around, blasting music in each other's room, x computer!

only.. academic b o o k s.

*bear in mind*

finals are NEXT weeks. very very important.

with,

loves

the way we used to be.

[ November, 13th 2009 ]

Friday

TODAY is LAST DAY OF CLASS!! ♥

Waking up to the sound of a rubbish collector truck,
spending everyday with your goodie friends,
the smell of perfume+deodorant+cucumber/nivea lotion along the hallway;

winter to spring, summer soon.

anxious for next year, but still missing the last.
Thinking you'll find more loves.

love is just in front.
Bonfires with friends, saying goodbye to drama because

for three months:
You don't care.

at least pretend not to.

time flies. so fast. ending already. dread home.

i am home now, waiting for my 1.30 biology class, then a.e then done.

i woke up early, i really don't know how some people can sleep until 12 noon,

when they say goodnight to me before i even have the thought of sleeping. *point to bbhh.

bahaha.

since no one is at home, the internet is seemingly faster too.

so, i wrote 3 posts! as far as i am concerned, i update my blog quite regularly.

well, at least i update whenever the internet is fast. (:

it was halloween the day after we came bc from stradbroke island.

it was drizzling, we went home and made ice cubes.

ahem.

with,

loves

face down ass up

[ November, 5th 2009 ]

Thursday

long break between classes, lunch in the city.

i was very intrigued when i first heard about dermal piercing.

well, it took me awhile to decide where i wanna have em' on.

now, i am an owner of 4 micro dermal anchors. haha.

nothing to be proud of, just, it's pretty cool.

compared to neck, piercing on the hand is supposed to be less painful.

but that day, i had my hand pierced literally 7 times.

it's a diff piercer, i had a badd feeling, but i didn't bother.

the first one was fine, she managed to poke in just as quickly as she could

then maneuver the rhinestones top onto the base.

but, gosh, the second one, she repeated 3 times, she replaced the needle,

somehow it just didnt went through completely, but i can definitely see the big hole and smell the raw flesh inside, overflowing blood followed secs after.

i thought she's gonna call the ambulance you know. S:

cz' the needle broke into two, with the tip part stuck inside, and she couldn't take it off.

ahh, panic moments. she replaced the needle with a new one, poke in again, deeper somemore.

implanted the base, twist it a few rounds, i felt the nerves all the way up my hand.

well, i didn't cry YET.

just a couple cringes and tight clench of the teeth for half an hour.

now the worst part due to her inexperiences, she screwed the top part onto the base anchor.

not once but 6 TIMES.

very unfortunately, the top didn't lay exactly flat and nice on my skin surface,

so i requested her to make it flat laaa.

who know she'd remove the entire piercing and pierce again.

again and again, for 6 times.

trauma.

with,

loves

wear one's heart on one's sleeve.

[ October, 13th 2009 ]

TUESDAY

since you are wondering, i'll tell you about it then.

Standing and filling out the forms was hard when my mind is still unsure. :P

i know, what u think. why i like pain ahh? haha. i don't know. i just can't resist it.

Everything was so clean and I sat on the seat. For some reason I thought I would have to sit straight on the bed, but i lied on my stomach instead, it's easier, AND scarier. well, good thing is i couldn't see how she'd poked through my skin. She measured the distance between 2 dermal piercings i wanted on my neck, i doubled check, then i closed my eyes. NOT EXACTLY though, cz' she was trying hard to unscrew the anchors (for frigging 25 mins) while i was playing my iphone, uno *addicted. weird, i wasn't freaking out at all, i'm just not so sure why i did that day, it wasn't like i plan to. weird. weird.

When she was finally done with taking off the screws, i quickly closed my eyes, enjoy the pain yo! hahaha. I felt a sting and heat, i felt the pressure while she's trying hardddd to poke the needle in and twist it a few rounds before she remove it to make sure it's deep enough. Then she immediately implanted the base of the dermal anchor, with 3 holes into my flesh, then quickly again she use some kiam kiam tool to maneuver the top part onto the base, it's beyond painful when she was screwing and tightening the anchor. *screamm.

one finished. another one to go. (: i greedy, want two. Second one, it almost killed.

nothing much lah. now, it's healing slowlyyy. the bruises will take couples of weeks to flake off, and i had to patch it for 3 months, 6 months to heal completely.

If you have a very high threshold for pain, do it. (: the rejection rate is not as high as surface piercing and the upkeep is definitely necessary, so it’s a commitment. it looks really cool and freaks people out. Beats an eyebrow piercing hands down!

so cold and so whitee.

this kinda piercing bleeds alot. non-stop i'd say.

so annoying, stained my shirt collar.

The day after my piercing I was twisting my neck because the muscles were sore from sleeping a little too carefully, and blood stains everywhereeee.

lastly,

- I am yet to tell my matha -

with, loves

where's the meaning of it all

[ October, 24th 2009 ]

SATURDAY

Candyland, IES Night @ Urban Hotel.

*note the word 'candy'..*

walkable distance from our house, but we didn't walk la of coz!

dress like that, walk there, damn sad. hhaa.

had a badddd headache the day before and it didn't go away until the day itself.

i realized i've been eating shitloads of panadols since i came back.

blame it on the weather!

somedays are shohh hot that you can almost cook your salmon outside the house.

i miss the winter, horrr babyhh? :P

just like any other typical prom, nothing much besides dancing, pictures, pictures & more picturesss.

i bought my dress on the day itself, how lucky. =.=

did i mention i look lika korean pregnant doll too..? well..now u know.

ma ma mia, the pictures say it alll..~

did i tell you that i have all the colours for contacts except Green?!

the GRAND entrance. HAHAHAAHAHAa.aaa. *looks more like a back door*

i look eery, someone soaked me in water bath.

lol, are you looking at what i am?

i meant the balloon, so distasteful.

free flow for the 1st hour, the reason we were NOT late.

candies everywhereeee, this is just a small part of all.

gabby & kel

hungry ghost..as usual

Indi from HK, he stood damn far from me aitee.

i assuming that..'i smells.' hahah.

Phoebe from HK, sweetie.

'do not mess wf the bbbitchess yo!'

kisskiss

pictures, lady, stand properly, smile conventionally

the crazy bunch

wf. Elyenna from Sabah/Sarawak, i guess SABAH.

right right E?

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.

wf. Nuzy & Aruna

fyi, they are both not malay and indian.

Eling & Beverly, the East M'sians. (:

booozeeee holla

wf. Dave Hopper *Hop-a-long*, meee Chemistry lecturer

who did not follow the dress code, no BLACK!

Pinky from HK, the make up artist for the mag.

'look closer, we needa pick out all the chocotop ones before anyone grab them.'

my date, how happy

DANG! the blackkk one taste the best, as usual.

for her bf back home. sweet sweet <3

candy sticks that look & taste like CHALK. yikes.

thats for the bf as well. lol.

erm..

Ned, from i forgotten where, our newly found neighbor.

sexy back (:

sigh, will i ever be able to have full fun whenever i go?

you tell me.

things die, but they don't stay dead.

with,

loves.

life goes on

[ October, 17th 2009 ]

SATURDAY

very belated Deepavali post, dinner @ SITA

i smart deleted the splendid dishes pictures. ):

the food is goooooood. very indian. haha.

not very spicy, well according to A north indian food(or south) are supposed to be

moderately spicy. yeah.

the desserts are the boom, sweetest thing i've eaten so far.

Thank You Aruna dearie for the *eyes wide open* dinner! hee.

pictures.

girls.

tried our best to look deepavali.. =.=

thats my bbbbitch. yes, Gabrina dee Hawaiian.

its time to buy a new camera..again.

i've been picturing wf fwens camera pretty often these days.

*hint hint, maa.

from the look, you can see we just woke up right in time for dinner.

lastly, with mo zoli babe KELLLLYYYYYY! before we chao.

with,

loves